<P> I Just Pretend... Love Poem To God.
By Dr. James Dazouloute http://www.jamesfreespiritual.org/ Watch Video About I Just Pretend: I Pretend To Walk On Water Like God...
I Just Pretend... Love Poem To God. Yes I just pretend that I am fine without you my God, so I go on living a lie each day by running after things and activities to fill up my time. Yes I am an unbelievable pretender.
I refuse to pray no matter where I am, and no matter what I am going through. Because I justify my life by thinking that all that happen to me are just coincidences. And I can fix all by myself, and so I greatly pretend that I don't need You my God.
I just pretend that You do not love me my God, as an excuse just for me to go out and commit sins every chance I get. And when the consequences come, I play victim and just pretend that if God loved me this wouldn't happen. Then I go out and sin some more out of the great depression that my problems have caused, and then of course I gladly and willingly pretend that this all God's fault.
Yes, I do pretend that I love my brothers and sisters. I gladly pretend that I want to hear about their troubles and sorrows. I play pretend that I know what they are going through. I give them the pretense that I want to help with each situation that comes along. But I am only an undercover Pretender.
I pray when brothers and sisters in the Lord are around, because I feel that I have to continue pretending to keep up spiritual appearances. And so I pretend to be blessed, I stand and pretend to be healed, I spend to pretend to prosper and I do pretend that I am a great friend of God.
I just pretend that the Devil is under my feet, and I amazingly pretend that Jesus Christ is my Savior. I do my best to pretend that all of my help come from the Lord. And I even pretend that I don't welcome demons in my home and in my body, but I know that I do with my tongue and with my actions. But I pridefully pretend that all is well.
Yes I wonderfully pretend that the laws of God no longer matter, and they all have been done away with. Yes I just pretend that no matter what I do and no matter what I encourage others to do are all righteous. Yes I act in humility and pretend that only God is here to Judge, so that I can pretend that I have no responsibilities. Oh my Soul, why Do I just pretend?.
I live my life pretending that this spiritual poem is about others, and not about me. I put on a show pretending that I fully understand God and I would never be like these people. And I even pretend that God would be so lost without my love, and without my servitude. Oh Do I gladly just Pretend?
I am being snuffed out with problems that are way bigger than me. I am being trampled by the Devil and his demons, his thrones, and his powers, and his familiars. Yet I still hold my Bible under my arms and pretend.
I cry inside every second of every day, wishing that I could be found out by someone. Just so he or she could help me to return and run back to God. Yet I pridefully continue with my pretense with each passing day, that I am filled with Joy, and so I play my spiritual music and I say " Hallelujah " to everyone. Oh misery, misery... Why have you become such a best friend to Me?. Yes I pretend still.
I just pretend, I gladly pretend, and I pridefully pretend because I have done it for so long now, that it has become and is, all I know. Oh God please erase this great spirit of stubborn pretending from me. Dr. James Dazouloute
To Stop The: " I Just Pretend " Routine, and If you need more " Life Coaching Help " to overcome the mental confusion you are experiencing, then feel free to contact me at my site: http://www.jamesfreespiritual.org/ For a private consultation either by Phone or Email. Dr. James Dazouloute
By Dr. James Dazouloute http://www.jamesfreespiritual.org/ Watch Video About I Just Pretend: I Pretend To Walk On Water Like God...
I Just Pretend... Love Poem To God. Yes I just pretend that I am fine without you my God, so I go on living a lie each day by running after things and activities to fill up my time. Yes I am an unbelievable pretender.
I refuse to pray no matter where I am, and no matter what I am going through. Because I justify my life by thinking that all that happen to me are just coincidences. And I can fix all by myself, and so I greatly pretend that I don't need You my God.
I just pretend that You do not love me my God, as an excuse just for me to go out and commit sins every chance I get. And when the consequences come, I play victim and just pretend that if God loved me this wouldn't happen. Then I go out and sin some more out of the great depression that my problems have caused, and then of course I gladly and willingly pretend that this all God's fault.
Yes, I do pretend that I love my brothers and sisters. I gladly pretend that I want to hear about their troubles and sorrows. I play pretend that I know what they are going through. I give them the pretense that I want to help with each situation that comes along. But I am only an undercover Pretender.
I pray when brothers and sisters in the Lord are around, because I feel that I have to continue pretending to keep up spiritual appearances. And so I pretend to be blessed, I stand and pretend to be healed, I spend to pretend to prosper and I do pretend that I am a great friend of God.
I just pretend that the Devil is under my feet, and I amazingly pretend that Jesus Christ is my Savior. I do my best to pretend that all of my help come from the Lord. And I even pretend that I don't welcome demons in my home and in my body, but I know that I do with my tongue and with my actions. But I pridefully pretend that all is well.
Yes I wonderfully pretend that the laws of God no longer matter, and they all have been done away with. Yes I just pretend that no matter what I do and no matter what I encourage others to do are all righteous. Yes I act in humility and pretend that only God is here to Judge, so that I can pretend that I have no responsibilities. Oh my Soul, why Do I just pretend?.
I live my life pretending that this spiritual poem is about others, and not about me. I put on a show pretending that I fully understand God and I would never be like these people. And I even pretend that God would be so lost without my love, and without my servitude. Oh Do I gladly just Pretend?
I am being snuffed out with problems that are way bigger than me. I am being trampled by the Devil and his demons, his thrones, and his powers, and his familiars. Yet I still hold my Bible under my arms and pretend.
I cry inside every second of every day, wishing that I could be found out by someone. Just so he or she could help me to return and run back to God. Yet I pridefully continue with my pretense with each passing day, that I am filled with Joy, and so I play my spiritual music and I say " Hallelujah " to everyone. Oh misery, misery... Why have you become such a best friend to Me?. Yes I pretend still.
I just pretend, I gladly pretend, and I pridefully pretend because I have done it for so long now, that it has become and is, all I know. Oh God please erase this great spirit of stubborn pretending from me. Dr. James Dazouloute
To Stop The: " I Just Pretend " Routine, and If you need more " Life Coaching Help " to overcome the mental confusion you are experiencing, then feel free to contact me at my site: http://www.jamesfreespiritual.org/ For a private consultation either by Phone or Email. Dr. James Dazouloute
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